But Ren keeps Akechi from pulling away, instead grasping for the older boy as if he's afraid he'll just suddenly slip through his fingers, and it's maybe seeing the panic that blooms behind Ren's eyes that suddenly connects just what is happening for Akechi.
Oh. Well, that fear won't do, will it?
So instead of yanking himself free and making a whole display out of his hurt feelings, Akechi steps closer again, his finger hooking beneath Ren's chin, tipping the other boy's head up so that he can close the distance to kiss him. It's softer this time, not as ravenous or desperate, no show of teeth and tongues, just a slow, gentle press of their mouths together, one that lingers until they simply have to part to breathe again.]
Knock it off. I've wanted you long before we ever arrived here, so get it out of your mind that I'm being forced or tricked or that any part of me doesn't want this. It is my own decision, using the agency I was long denied. This is my choice.
[And with his serious expression not cracking in the slightest, he scowls back at Ren, continuing,]
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But Ren keeps Akechi from pulling away, instead grasping for the older boy as if he's afraid he'll just suddenly slip through his fingers, and it's maybe seeing the panic that blooms behind Ren's eyes that suddenly connects just what is happening for Akechi.
Oh. Well, that fear won't do, will it?
So instead of yanking himself free and making a whole display out of his hurt feelings, Akechi steps closer again, his finger hooking beneath Ren's chin, tipping the other boy's head up so that he can close the distance to kiss him. It's softer this time, not as ravenous or desperate, no show of teeth and tongues, just a slow, gentle press of their mouths together, one that lingers until they simply have to part to breathe again.]
Knock it off. I've wanted you long before we ever arrived here, so get it out of your mind that I'm being forced or tricked or that any part of me doesn't want this. It is my own decision, using the agency I was long denied. This is my choice.
[And with his serious expression not cracking in the slightest, he scowls back at Ren, continuing,]
And I want to suck your dick.