[The pop of Ren's fingers pulling free from his cunt, left soaking with his own want, just sends something burning through Akechi, a shaky indecipherable murmur at his lips. It's just a few seconds while the other prepares himself, using Akechi's own slick to wet his cock, but those few seconds where he isn't being touched feel maddening.
But then Ren has to look up at him with the most open expression on his face, love and adoration and happiness all rolled into one. It makes him look so radiant there above Akechi, just bursting with affection, like nothing has ever meant as much in his life as this moment with this particular boy.
Some emotion flashes in Akechi's eyes, something deep and unfathomable and trembling, his kiss-swollen lips parted as he watches Ren's face as the other boy sinks into him, unwilling and unable to look away now that they're finally here.
Even this far removed from Tokyo, the smell of coffee and curry still clings to Ren, the memories of lazy afternoons spent flirting in Leblanc, the nights Akechi stayed well past the final train just to spend another hour playing chess with him at the bar, those last few desperate days where he could hardly breathe without finding himself at the cafe's front entrance. Leblanc itself had certainly never felt like a home, but Ren had, from their very first date playing billiards at the lounge, the one person Akechi could loosen his masks around, who he could open up to, the only one ever willing to see the boy beneath.
Akechi's chest goes tight with feeling even as he's biting back a moan.]
[Akechi was right about one thing- Ren is here to worship at his altar, to be the boy who loves him so dearly it saves them both. Nothing has ever been more important than this, and right now it seems like nothing ever will. They're together. Literally, metaphorically, all of it, and Ren will never, never let him go again.
He stays his eyes, keeping them on Akechi's until he's fully inside, feeling the pressure, the wholeness of feeling on his entire body somehow, and tries to not do the most embarrassing thing in his life and cum immediately.
What he can do is take a shaky breath and finally close his eyes a moment.]
You feel amazing.
[He's trying to stop his entire body from shaking; it's working maybe 3/4ths of as much as he wants it to.]
[Beneath Ren, Akechi sucks in a sharp breath while the other boy pushes inside, his eyes fluttering closed just to focus on the feeling of being filled. Of course the other boy is infuriatingly gentle with him, taking it slow, letting his cock slide in inch-by-inch, but more than that, it's the way his body just opens for Ren, how his warm, wet cunt just swallows up his dick so eagerly.
It isn't painful, but the intense pressure is unfamiliar to Akechi, the fullness that stretches him so open, the head of Ren's cock gently nudging something that leaves the older boy's vision dotting with stars. He sinks into the mattress when Ren bottoms out, finally allowing himself to breathe out that shaky breath he'd been holding in. It already feels so impossibly good, just this closeness, to be so intertwined, but knowing what's coming? Akechi feels almost dizzy with how badly he wants it.
His warm hands slide up to settle at the other boy's shoulders, slipping around his neck as half-lidded eyes seek out Ren's.]
[God, the look of Akechi's eyelashes, the way his eyes roll back in pleasure, is fucking beautiful. He's had a lot of "best sights he's ever seen" tonight, but this one still somehow manages to rise to the top of the list. He's so tight around his cock, wet and hot and needy, and when Akechi's hands come up towards him he turns his head and gives a gentle kiss to the inside of his palm.]
Of course.
[And Ren stops holding back. He moves the way his body craves, rolling his hips and thrusting deep inside Akechi that draws a litany of moans from his lips, hair sticking to his forehead and hands gripping to the bed in an attempt to hold himself steady. Fuck, this is amazing. He knows he should be quieter, but he can't stop.]
Goro, Goro you feel amazing, you feel so fucking good on my cock, please, p-please don't stop--
[One of his hands moves down to Akechi's hip, to the side of his ass and thigh, and grips there to lift him and adjust his angle, the room filled with the wet, slapping sounds of their bodies connecting. Fuck, he could do this forever. Fuck, please let him do this forever.]
[oh fuck. Akechi vastly underestimated just how devastating it would be to finally get dicked down by Ren Amamiya.
Because jesus fuck, Ren takes off like a rabbit, hammering into Akechi without delay like his life depends on it, and his ridiculous dick is slamming into his cervix.]
You piece of shit-
[But the older boy's head is flopping back onto the pillows, his eyes rolling back in his head, a litany of pleasured cries quickly rolling off of his tongue. At the same time, the arms looped around Ren's neck slide down, nails quickly sinking into flesh and leaving gashes along the other's back, deep enough that blood beads up under his fingertips.
For Akechi, each thrust just leaves him shuddering and whimpering, vision spotting with stars, his entire body jolting beneath the pleasure that builds up under that perfect pain. It just feels so fucking good, the way his body takes Ren so completely, the lewd slapping of skin, the unbelievable pressure that comes from a giant dick fucking into him and smacking his insides.]
Fuck, Ren!
[He feels like he's going to pass out, like Akechi's fully forgotten how to breathe, but he still can't stop egging the other on.]
Fuck me. Harder! Wanna be d-devastated by your dick, you asshole.
[Ren thinks there's a decent amount of things he should care about right now, but they are so far from his mind. Akechi's nails sinking into his shoulder should hurt, should be cause for concern on the deep lines they'll leave, but it only makes the sensations heighten as he chases that pleasure. He wants to be closer, wants Akechi to hold him so tight they both shake apart into one being, and with the other boy egging him on he has no desire to stop. He doesn't even know what he's hitting inside of him, only that every time he does Akechi moans at a pitch that sounds ragged and perfect and makes his entire body want to seize and shudder.]
I-- I can't-- you're holding me so well, you're so wet and tight, like you were made for me, made for this, made for me to hold you down and fuck you--
[He's not going to last. He wants to last, he wants to do this forever, but the pleasure is already hot in the base of his stomach and he can feel himself leaking into Akechi's cunt with every thrust. He takes one particularly hard roll of his hips, pressing in balls deep, holding Akechi under his hands so he can't move his hips away.]
G-Going to cum inside you, going t- to fill you up, fuck, Goro, I'm--
[He's right on the edge, thumbs pressing into Akechi's hips like they're going to leave bruises in the shape of his fingerprints. Mine, he finally lets himself think. He's mine.]
[It must be mesmerizing to see, to watch the way that Akechi's second orgasm builds and builds and builds, but this time, the older boy doesn't even attempt to hold himself back. Ren plows into him with such enthusiasm, slamming into the other's body and making him whimper and sob and whine with each powerful thrust, pussy clenching and fluttering around his cock so invitingly.
And Ren is right, as loathe as Akechi would be to ever admit it. It does feel like his cunt was made just this, for this one wonderful boy to fuck him into the mattress and fill him to bursting with Ren's seed. The very thought makes the room spin around Akechi, his gaze going unfocused when he dares to sneak a peak between their bodies, catching the perfectly lewd sight of Ren's slick cock slipping into his own stretched cunt.
It's so incredibly hot he nearly cums at the sight.]
Do it, coward. [One set of nails is already biting back into Ren's shoulder again, leaving another trail of scratches across his back, while the other is slipping between their bodies, blood-tipped fingers seeking out his own swollen clit.] Cum inside of me, Ren. I want - ah! ah! - W-want to know how to feels. Hold me down and make me take every drop -!
[All it takes is a thumb pressed to his clit for his every muscle to tense up, a sobbing, shuddering cry ripped from his body. As wave after wave of earth-shattering pleasure rolls over him, Akechi's hot cunt squeezes so impossibly tight around the other's dick, sucking Ren in deep inside of him.]
[Getting to actually watch Akechi come apart this time is the most rewarding part of this. Of course before he could feel the reaction of it, the way his cunt gripped his fingers and hear the incredible tones of voice as he came. But being able to see his face this time; the way the red goes over his cheeks and to his ears, the way his hair clings to his forehead and falls in those soft curls over the sheets, the way every time he thrusts he can see any composure he's scraping for fall away to the pleasure rippling through him. It's beautiful. He's beautiful.
And damn, the feeling of Akechi's cunt is very different on his fingers and his dick. And it's much better on his dick.
Ren catches Akechi's eye as he looks down, and Ren steals a momentary glance too, the view of the way his cock disappears inside Akechi as his body takes him so well has him biting his tongue. But he doesn't need to be told to not let go, to hold him in place- by now Ren is set back on his knees, hands are firmly on the other boy's hips, holding him in place even as he writhes in pleasure. And oh, does he writhe as his orgasm hits, the gorgeous cries from him as his body tries to ride out the overwhelming pleasure. God, Ren loves him so much. Fuck, he loves him so much. And he can't hold that back, either.]
You feel fucking amazing, fuck, t-take me, I-- I love you, Goro, I love you--
[His entire body folds over as his hips shake, his whole body focused only on the experience of Akechi's cunt around his cock, the feeling of emptying his cum inside him, warm and soft. Even if he wanted to, he couldn't have pulled out now. Not when his last deep thrusts push so far into him he can see the stretch of his cock just under Akechi's skin, imagining the way he's beginning to swell from taking everything Ren has to give. It's amazing. He's amazing. Ren can't lose him. Not now, not ever.
But that will come later. For now, his mind is blissfully swimming in pleasure, hips finally going still as Akechi's cunt milks his cock for everything he's got until they both come down.]
[Akechi can feel the exact way that Ren spills within him, how hot and heavy his load feels splattering his insides, filling him up until the pressure is nearly overwhelming. His cunt is still pulsing around the other's cock, throbbing and overstimulated when Akechi pulls away from his clit to melt into the mattress, his body gone loose, every bit of tension within him just gone.
It feels like he's floating when his eyes flutter closed, every inch of his skin tingling through the pleasure that settles over him as Ren pumps him full with that beautiful cry out his name. It's perfect. Maybe the most at peace Goro Akechi has ever felt in his entire life.
Until his senses slowly return to him and he realizes just what was actually said in the heat of the moment.
It's only when Ren goes so beautifully still above him, sinking tiredly into Akechi as their mess trickles down from where they're still connected, rivets of slick and cum spilling free onto the bed sheets, that the other boy's words actually hit him. The realization is like a punch to the gut, Akechi gasping as his eyes jolt open, panic tightening in his chest until his breathing becomes even more erratic than before. Both of his hands find Ren's shoulders before he's shoving at them, an edge of urgency when he manages to find his tongue again.]
[Ren is still somewhere floating on cloud nine, his entire body a dizzy mix of pleasure. He can't believe he's lucky enough to be here, to have this, to have him, and he barely notices that the expression on Akechi's face changes. When some part of his brain catches up, he reasons that he must be boneless on the other boy by now, and thereby maybe crushing him. So he nods sleepily, trying to move a hand from Akechi's hips to rest on the bed.]
Wait, don't, d-don't move yet--
[He moves his hips back gently, pulling his softening cock out from Akechi's cunt with a wet noise of pleasure. God, if he wasn't so tired he could keep going just on the noises alone of it all. But once he's sure he's no longer going to either sprain his dick or tear something inside the other boy, he flops down on the bed to Akechi's side, and immediately wraps his arms around him in a warm, messy cuddle. One arm is going over his chest, another behind his neck, while he stretches his legs and locks in among Akechi's ankles in a little twist. Anything to get them to stay close, to stay connected.
He buries his head into the crook between Akechi's shoulder and neck, humming a satisfied little chime.]
[Ren slips from his body and Akechi shudders against him, feeling the way the other's cum just drips out of his abused hole, how empty he suddenly is, how fluttering and gaping his cunt feels without the other's cock stuffing him full.
But before he can recover and roll out of Ren's grasp, the other boy is curling up around him, tangling their legs together, making absolutely certain there's nowhere between them that isn't touching. And it's too warm, too close, and way too sticky, but it isn't the worst sensation in the world, being wrapped up like this, especially when Akechi himself is feeling too exhausted to even consider moving. It doesn't calm that panic that tightens in his chest, but maybe the feel of Ren's heartbeat against him drowns it out temporarily.]
Shut up. I should've known your dick would be the only part of you that wasn't boringly average. I can still feel you - [He wiggles around in Ren's grip, just to get a feel for what shape his body may be in, but immediately regrets it.] Shit. I think your stupid cock bruised my cervix.
[For once, Ren can't even find it in himself to be worried about any odd body language, something that might be off-base for Akechi's actions. They're here, the dopamine is still flooding his system, and the feeling of the other boy's body warm against his in the afterglow is so, so soothing. Ren has had a lot of moments of comfort, of happiness, of satisfaction in his time in Tokyo- more than he expected at all- but this sort of peace...
It only comes from love. From being loved. From knowing they are here, together, and nothing can tear them apart now.
Akechi shifts next to him, saying something about his dick, and then--]
Your... what?
[hi he's ren he's 17 and he never learned how to afab reproductive system]
Did I hurt you? Should I-- look at it?
[no ren, that's not going to be very possible, actually.]
You - [But Akechi catches Ren's concerned expression and the heat in his response dies down immediately. This idiot is so genuine about it, so honestly worried about hurting him that Akechi can't even bring himself to be too pissed off about how fucking stupid he is.
Fuck, he's in too deep, isn't he?]
I'm fine. [His hand snakes down to find one of Ren's, fingers curling together with his, his earlier panic at that declaration of love forgotten. All he wants to do is curl up into Ren and sleep for a week.] To put into words you may understand, your dick was just banging on the door to my uterus. You left my insides all bruised. [The thought of just how deep Ren had been leaves Akechi tingling and warm nestled against the other boy.] ...But isn't an unpleasant feeling.
[He's worried, okay. And will absolutely google what a cervix is later, but for the time being, he's not so worried if Akechi says it's okay. Besides, getting up would be criminal, even though maybe he should get some tissues or... something or other for all the fluids. He'll worry about that in a bit. For now, he's still feeling warm and comfortable, even if that's just the sweat cooling on his skin.
He takes Akechi's hand in turn, and snuggles back into the crook of his neck, free hand moving over to lay flat across his heart.]
You were the one telling me to go harder. And... I wasn't lying when I said you were amazing.
[He kisses the other boy's neck, a few quick chaste times, something gentle in it all.]
Sorry I don't have one of those for you to bang on too.
[After all, Akechi vowed to win at sex and he's going to take this one as a victory.]
Besides, I wasn't complaining. I asked for it and you delivered in spades. [A rare compliment.] As far as I'm concerned, when I get the chance to fuck you, I'll leave you even worse. And that is a threat.
[Akechi squeezes their palms together, feeling the closeness of how their bodies are pressed. It's such a wonderful feeling, just being wrapped up like this, touched all over, cared for in a way he's so unfamiliar with. But it just wasn't meant to last.
Without warning, his free hand is pinching at Ren's bare thigh.]
Don't you dare fall asleep. We need to clean up first. You may be used to it, but I won't sleep in such filth.
[Ren feels his heart flutter when he actually gets a compliment, because like-- let's be real, he does not have experience in this and of course he aims to please, and Akechi would have told him if it was terrible. He's not going to spare Ren's feelings if it felt terrible, which means Ren knows it's genuine, and he can't stop the doofy little smile that pulls across his face. Yay!! He did a good job!! Good job boy!!!
And just as soon as all of that is happening, Akechi is disturbing him again, and Ren whines like a kicked puppy.]
I'm not-- used to it, what did you think I was doing in that attic?
[But ugh, Akechi is the one who just got rammed into, so Ren can't ask him to get up. So with only a small amount of complaining, he presses a kiss to Akechi's forehead again and starts to pull himself up. A lot of him feels overextended, and he kind of flops his way towards the bottom of the bed instead of climbing over the other boy, trying to disturb him as little as possible.]
Okay, okay, just-- hang on. I'll find something.
[As he lumbers off to the bathroom to try and find some towels or tissues or something.]
[But instead of wiggling away and making a whole show of hating every second of this, Akechi settles into the mattress with a satisfied grin as Ren pecks a kiss to his forehead, already dragging the blankets around himself while he shoos the other boy away. He can't help but watch Ren as he maneuvers sweetly around him, allowing his eyes to trail up and down the other's body, not trying to hide the smugness in his expression.]
[But for all the smart little words they trade, for all the shit Ren will inevitably give Akechi later-- this is nice. It's a gentle he'd never expected, a punctuation of sweet he never thought he'd get. So even with the little grumbles, he'll come back with towels and a new sheet and get to settle into bed with him- with Akechi, with his Akechi, with him curled against his chest and he could cry--
It's good. It's very, very good.
He'll remember later they were supposed to talk. For now, he's just going to focus on being happy, in a way only Akechi could have ever given him.]
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But then Ren has to look up at him with the most open expression on his face, love and adoration and happiness all rolled into one. It makes him look so radiant there above Akechi, just bursting with affection, like nothing has ever meant as much in his life as this moment with this particular boy.
Some emotion flashes in Akechi's eyes, something deep and unfathomable and trembling, his kiss-swollen lips parted as he watches Ren's face as the other boy sinks into him, unwilling and unable to look away now that they're finally here.
Even this far removed from Tokyo, the smell of coffee and curry still clings to Ren, the memories of lazy afternoons spent flirting in Leblanc, the nights Akechi stayed well past the final train just to spend another hour playing chess with him at the bar, those last few desperate days where he could hardly breathe without finding himself at the cafe's front entrance. Leblanc itself had certainly never felt like a home, but Ren had, from their very first date playing billiards at the lounge, the one person Akechi could loosen his masks around, who he could open up to, the only one ever willing to see the boy beneath.
Akechi's chest goes tight with feeling even as he's biting back a moan.]
Fuck, Ren. You feel... You feel...!
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He stays his eyes, keeping them on Akechi's until he's fully inside, feeling the pressure, the wholeness of feeling on his entire body somehow, and tries to not do the most embarrassing thing in his life and cum immediately.
What he can do is take a shaky breath and finally close his eyes a moment.]
You feel amazing.
[He's trying to stop his entire body from shaking; it's working maybe 3/4ths of as much as he wants it to.]
Can-- can I move?
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It isn't painful, but the intense pressure is unfamiliar to Akechi, the fullness that stretches him so open, the head of Ren's cock gently nudging something that leaves the older boy's vision dotting with stars. He sinks into the mattress when Ren bottoms out, finally allowing himself to breathe out that shaky breath he'd been holding in. It already feels so impossibly good, just this closeness, to be so intertwined, but knowing what's coming? Akechi feels almost dizzy with how badly he wants it.
His warm hands slide up to settle at the other boy's shoulders, slipping around his neck as half-lidded eyes seek out Ren's.]
Yes. Hurry up and fuck me.
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Of course.
[And Ren stops holding back. He moves the way his body craves, rolling his hips and thrusting deep inside Akechi that draws a litany of moans from his lips, hair sticking to his forehead and hands gripping to the bed in an attempt to hold himself steady. Fuck, this is amazing. He knows he should be quieter, but he can't stop.]
Goro, Goro you feel amazing, you feel so fucking good on my cock, please, p-please don't stop--
[One of his hands moves down to Akechi's hip, to the side of his ass and thigh, and grips there to lift him and adjust his angle, the room filled with the wet, slapping sounds of their bodies connecting. Fuck, he could do this forever. Fuck, please let him do this forever.]
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Because jesus fuck, Ren takes off like a rabbit, hammering into Akechi without delay like his life depends on it, and his ridiculous dick is slamming into his cervix.]
You piece of shit-
[But the older boy's head is flopping back onto the pillows, his eyes rolling back in his head, a litany of pleasured cries quickly rolling off of his tongue. At the same time, the arms looped around Ren's neck slide down, nails quickly sinking into flesh and leaving gashes along the other's back, deep enough that blood beads up under his fingertips.
For Akechi, each thrust just leaves him shuddering and whimpering, vision spotting with stars, his entire body jolting beneath the pleasure that builds up under that perfect pain. It just feels so fucking good, the way his body takes Ren so completely, the lewd slapping of skin, the unbelievable pressure that comes from a giant dick fucking into him and smacking his insides.]
Fuck, Ren!
[He feels like he's going to pass out, like Akechi's fully forgotten how to breathe, but he still can't stop egging the other on.]
Fuck me. Harder! Wanna be d-devastated by your dick, you asshole.
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I-- I can't-- you're holding me so well, you're so wet and tight, like you were made for me, made for this, made for me to hold you down and fuck you--
[He's not going to last. He wants to last, he wants to do this forever, but the pleasure is already hot in the base of his stomach and he can feel himself leaking into Akechi's cunt with every thrust. He takes one particularly hard roll of his hips, pressing in balls deep, holding Akechi under his hands so he can't move his hips away.]
G-Going to cum inside you, going t- to fill you up, fuck, Goro, I'm--
[He's right on the edge, thumbs pressing into Akechi's hips like they're going to leave bruises in the shape of his fingerprints. Mine, he finally lets himself think. He's mine.]
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[It must be mesmerizing to see, to watch the way that Akechi's second orgasm builds and builds and builds, but this time, the older boy doesn't even attempt to hold himself back. Ren plows into him with such enthusiasm, slamming into the other's body and making him whimper and sob and whine with each powerful thrust, pussy clenching and fluttering around his cock so invitingly.
And Ren is right, as loathe as Akechi would be to ever admit it. It does feel like his cunt was made just this, for this one wonderful boy to fuck him into the mattress and fill him to bursting with Ren's seed. The very thought makes the room spin around Akechi, his gaze going unfocused when he dares to sneak a peak between their bodies, catching the perfectly lewd sight of Ren's slick cock slipping into his own stretched cunt.
It's so incredibly hot he nearly cums at the sight.]
Do it, coward. [One set of nails is already biting back into Ren's shoulder again, leaving another trail of scratches across his back, while the other is slipping between their bodies, blood-tipped fingers seeking out his own swollen clit.] Cum inside of me, Ren. I want - ah! ah! - W-want to know how to feels. Hold me down and make me take every drop -!
[All it takes is a thumb pressed to his clit for his every muscle to tense up, a sobbing, shuddering cry ripped from his body. As wave after wave of earth-shattering pleasure rolls over him, Akechi's hot cunt squeezes so impossibly tight around the other's dick, sucking Ren in deep inside of him.]
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And damn, the feeling of Akechi's cunt is very different on his fingers and his dick. And it's much better on his dick.
Ren catches Akechi's eye as he looks down, and Ren steals a momentary glance too, the view of the way his cock disappears inside Akechi as his body takes him so well has him biting his tongue. But he doesn't need to be told to not let go, to hold him in place- by now Ren is set back on his knees, hands are firmly on the other boy's hips, holding him in place even as he writhes in pleasure. And oh, does he writhe as his orgasm hits, the gorgeous cries from him as his body tries to ride out the overwhelming pleasure. God, Ren loves him so much. Fuck, he loves him so much. And he can't hold that back, either.]
You feel fucking amazing, fuck, t-take me, I-- I love you, Goro, I love you--
[His entire body folds over as his hips shake, his whole body focused only on the experience of Akechi's cunt around his cock, the feeling of emptying his cum inside him, warm and soft. Even if he wanted to, he couldn't have pulled out now. Not when his last deep thrusts push so far into him he can see the stretch of his cock just under Akechi's skin, imagining the way he's beginning to swell from taking everything Ren has to give. It's amazing. He's amazing. Ren can't lose him. Not now, not ever.
But that will come later. For now, his mind is blissfully swimming in pleasure, hips finally going still as Akechi's cunt milks his cock for everything he's got until they both come down.]
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It feels like he's floating when his eyes flutter closed, every inch of his skin tingling through the pleasure that settles over him as Ren pumps him full with that beautiful cry out his name. It's perfect. Maybe the most at peace Goro Akechi has ever felt in his entire life.
Until his senses slowly return to him and he realizes just what was actually said in the heat of the moment.
It's only when Ren goes so beautifully still above him, sinking tiredly into Akechi as their mess trickles down from where they're still connected, rivets of slick and cum spilling free onto the bed sheets, that the other boy's words actually hit him. The realization is like a punch to the gut, Akechi gasping as his eyes jolt open, panic tightening in his chest until his breathing becomes even more erratic than before. Both of his hands find Ren's shoulders before he's shoving at them, an edge of urgency when he manages to find his tongue again.]
Get off of me. I can't breathe.
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Wait, don't, d-don't move yet--
[He moves his hips back gently, pulling his softening cock out from Akechi's cunt with a wet noise of pleasure. God, if he wasn't so tired he could keep going just on the noises alone of it all. But once he's sure he's no longer going to either sprain his dick or tear something inside the other boy, he flops down on the bed to Akechi's side, and immediately wraps his arms around him in a warm, messy cuddle. One arm is going over his chest, another behind his neck, while he stretches his legs and locks in among Akechi's ankles in a little twist. Anything to get them to stay close, to stay connected.
He buries his head into the crook between Akechi's shoulder and neck, humming a satisfied little chime.]
You're still so soft. All of you is so soft.
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[Ren slips from his body and Akechi shudders against him, feeling the way the other's cum just drips out of his abused hole, how empty he suddenly is, how fluttering and gaping his cunt feels without the other's cock stuffing him full.
But before he can recover and roll out of Ren's grasp, the other boy is curling up around him, tangling their legs together, making absolutely certain there's nowhere between them that isn't touching. And it's too warm, too close, and way too sticky, but it isn't the worst sensation in the world, being wrapped up like this, especially when Akechi himself is feeling too exhausted to even consider moving. It doesn't calm that panic that tightens in his chest, but maybe the feel of Ren's heartbeat against him drowns it out temporarily.]
Shut up. I should've known your dick would be the only part of you that wasn't boringly average. I can still feel you - [He wiggles around in Ren's grip, just to get a feel for what shape his body may be in, but immediately regrets it.] Shit. I think your stupid cock bruised my cervix.
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It only comes from love. From being loved. From knowing they are here, together, and nothing can tear them apart now.
Akechi shifts next to him, saying something about his dick, and then--]
Your... what?
[hi he's ren he's 17 and he never learned how to afab reproductive system]
Did I hurt you? Should I-- look at it?
[no ren, that's not going to be very possible, actually.]
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Why did Akechi let this idiot fuck him again?]
You - [But Akechi catches Ren's concerned expression and the heat in his response dies down immediately. This idiot is so genuine about it, so honestly worried about hurting him that Akechi can't even bring himself to be too pissed off about how fucking stupid he is.
Fuck, he's in too deep, isn't he?]
I'm fine. [His hand snakes down to find one of Ren's, fingers curling together with his, his earlier panic at that declaration of love forgotten. All he wants to do is curl up into Ren and sleep for a week.] To put into words you may understand, your dick was just banging on the door to my uterus. You left my insides all bruised. [The thought of just how deep Ren had been leaves Akechi tingling and warm nestled against the other boy.] ...But isn't an unpleasant feeling.
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He takes Akechi's hand in turn, and snuggles back into the crook of his neck, free hand moving over to lay flat across his heart.]
You were the one telling me to go harder. And... I wasn't lying when I said you were amazing.
[He kisses the other boy's neck, a few quick chaste times, something gentle in it all.]
Sorry I don't have one of those for you to bang on too.
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[After all, Akechi vowed to win at sex and he's going to take this one as a victory.]
Besides, I wasn't complaining. I asked for it and you delivered in spades. [A rare compliment.] As far as I'm concerned, when I get the chance to fuck you, I'll leave you even worse. And that is a threat.
[Akechi squeezes their palms together, feeling the closeness of how their bodies are pressed. It's such a wonderful feeling, just being wrapped up like this, touched all over, cared for in a way he's so unfamiliar with. But it just wasn't meant to last.
Without warning, his free hand is pinching at Ren's bare thigh.]
Don't you dare fall asleep. We need to clean up first. You may be used to it, but I won't sleep in such filth.
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And just as soon as all of that is happening, Akechi is disturbing him again, and Ren whines like a kicked puppy.]
I'm not-- used to it, what did you think I was doing in that attic?
[But ugh, Akechi is the one who just got rammed into, so Ren can't ask him to get up. So with only a small amount of complaining, he presses a kiss to Akechi's forehead again and starts to pull himself up. A lot of him feels overextended, and he kind of flops his way towards the bottom of the bed instead of climbing over the other boy, trying to disturb him as little as possible.]
Okay, okay, just-- hang on. I'll find something.
[As he lumbers off to the bathroom to try and find some towels or tissues or something.]
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[But instead of wiggling away and making a whole show of hating every second of this, Akechi settles into the mattress with a satisfied grin as Ren pecks a kiss to his forehead, already dragging the blankets around himself while he shoos the other boy away. He can't help but watch Ren as he maneuvers sweetly around him, allowing his eyes to trail up and down the other's body, not trying to hide the smugness in his expression.]
Don't leave me waiting too long.
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[But for all the smart little words they trade, for all the shit Ren will inevitably give Akechi later-- this is nice. It's a gentle he'd never expected, a punctuation of sweet he never thought he'd get. So even with the little grumbles, he'll come back with towels and a new sheet and get to settle into bed with him- with Akechi, with his Akechi, with him curled against his chest and he could cry--
It's good. It's very, very good.
He'll remember later they were supposed to talk. For now, he's just going to focus on being happy, in a way only Akechi could have ever given him.]